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Magic Mountain, 3 times in 5 days??? sounds impossible??? well... ITS NOT DICK!!!!
There We Are!
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[08 Mar 2005|10:38am] |
SCRABBLE TIME!!!!
3rd period is awesome only when jenn comes in...
jenn is fucking awesome!!!!!
i love jenn!
i am a sexy beast....
the end.
-jenn haha
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[04 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
Ok, USC is officially the undisputed, national champion of NCAA Div-1A football, and with this gloroius victory, i have a few things to say. First of all, fuck all those who had stated that USC is "over-rated" or "undeserving" of the 1st place ranking, well you know what??? THEY WERE MOTHERFUCKERS!!! "Oklahoma is so much better than USC... They don't deserve to be #1... Oklahoma Blows out there opponents... Pac-10 sucks, big 12 is way better..." well i have to say.... BULLSHIT!!! USC is #1, they finished there perfect season with a complete BLOWOUT against OU, and what do you know, all the commentators said OU was going to win, and what do you know, lee corso, the only man to go against and follow the Trojans was correct, 100% correct from the pre-season. Congrats to the Heisman Winner Matt Leinart, The USC Trojans, Pac-10 is not over-rated, Trojans aren't over-rated, OU is over-rated, and fuck all those to those who oppose.
CONGRATS TO THE USC TROJANS AFTER THERE 55 TO 18 VICTORY OVER THE "TOO SOON TO SPEAK SOONERS" USC... NATIONAL CHAMPIONS!
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Took a charter flight on a DC-10 to London, landed at
Gatwick, took a bus to the center, called a friend from
school who was selling hash, but she wasn't in. So I
wandered around until it started to rain, then took a subway
back to the friend's house and hung out there for four or
five days. Saw the changing of the guards at Buckingham
Palace. Ate a grapefruit next to the Thames River, which
reminded me a lot of the cover of that Pink Floyd album.
Wrote my mom a postcard I never sent. Bought some speed from
an Italian guy I bumped into. Smoked a lot of hash that had
too much tobacco in it. Took a ferry and then a bus to
Dingle, Ireland where I drank too much Guiness Stout after
eating spaghetti and threw it all up in front of a movie
theater just as people were walking out. Stayed in a hostel
but the assholes that worked there made me collect peat moss
for the fire so I got a room in a bed-and-breakfast. Went to
Dublin. It rained a lot, it was expensive, so I split for
Amsterdam. There was someone playing saxophone at Central Station,
which was kind of pretty. Stayed with some friends
in someone's basement. Smoked a lot of hash in Amsterdam
too, but lost most of my stash in some museum. The museums
were cool, I guess. Lots of Van Goghs and the Vermeers were
intense. Wandered around, bought a lot of pastries, ate some
intense waffles. The Dutch all know English so I didn't have
to speak any Dutch, which was a relief. Wanted to rent a car
but couldn't. The people I was staying with had bikes
though, so I went biking one day and I saw a lot of cows and
geese and canals. I pulled off to the side of the road, got
stoned and fell asleep, woke up, wrote a little, took some
acid, made a few drawings, and then went to the red light
district in Den Haag, because I heard the whores are cleaner
and better looking than the whores in Amsterdam -- which they
were. I fucked one so hard that I skinned my knees. Ate
lunch at a Burger King, which was better and no more
expensive than the States. Stayed in the Amsterdam Youth
Hostel where there were some cool German guys who spoke
better English than I do. We bought some coke and I cruised
the red light district until I found a brunette with big tits
that reminds me of KJ. I gave her a hundred Guilders. She
worked me up, mounted me, put on a good show, and in the end
she pulled me out and I came between her tits -- even though
I’m wearing a rubber. Afterward we made small talk about
AIDS, her Moroccan pimp, and herself. I wake to the sound of
a wino singing. It is eight AM and hot as blazes. Had a
beer and then headed South to Paris. Climbed the Eifel Tower
with this Canadian guy named Tim for only seven Francs
because the ticket machine was broke. Got the hang of the
Subways. Told Tim to get lost. Met a French girl who’s
going to Camden. I think she gave me mono. Went to Pamplona
for the running of the bulls. Never saw one bull but I
almost got trampled by the crowd. Dropped acid at the Museo
Gala-Dalí, which was a trip. Went to the lamest circus ever,
a goat and two guys on unicycles. Went to Nice and ate
Mexican food at a place called Calexico -- or Mexicali. Then
went to Switzerland where I, ironically, couldn’t find anyone
who had the time. Took the Glacier Express to Zermatt, the
Matterhorn, and found out that I could ski it, which, when
you’re there, you have to do -- but I didn’t have gloves so I
used socks instead and froze my hands. It was slushy but
fun. Ate some Sourdough bread that tasted like it was made
with sour milk. Eurail Pass’d into Italy and accidently
slept through Florence. Ended up in Rome which was big and
hot and dirty. It was just like L.A., but with ruins. I
went to the Vatican but couldn’t get in because I was wearing
shorts. I could get into the Sistine Chapel, which now that
it’s been cleaned looked fake. At the train station I met
two girls from Germany who I drank warm beer with. They’re
living for a full year on only nine dollars a day. I tease
them and then turn the couchette into a huge bed and we all
fuck. I wake dirty and tired in Brindisi, which is hot and
filthy. I go with the German girls to get a ferry to Greece,
but we have to take different boats because I’m on Eurail
and they’re on Interail. On the ferry to Corfu I meet three
American girls and a guy from Turkey who used the word
“nigger” constantly. This offends the American girls and I
use it to my advantage. When we get to Corfu the girls and I
ditch the Turkish guy and rent a house on the beach together.
I dry hump one of the girls, whose name I think was Sue. I
wake to Sue’s fat face and go off on my own to get wasted.
When I stumble back I make out with Sue for a while until she
tells me that I’m being cold to her. So I leave again and
get drunk on Ouzo and the waiters break plates onto my head.
When I get back that night Sue is asleep and I go skinny
dipping with her friend out to some rocks. We sit on the
rocks for a while and then she grabs my dick and we start to
make out. She calls me Mr. L.A. I come close to fucking her
but she says she can’t because she’s engaged, which is
bullshit. I leave the next morning before they get up and
take the ferry back to Italy. On the train I meet some Dutch
guys. We started drinking heavily. The Dutch guys seem like
fags to me. I got so drunk I couldn’t see and exchanged my
shirt with one of them. In Venice I try to fart and instead
shit my pants. Back in my hotel I masturbate and have a pain
in my groin. That night I dream about a beautiful girl half
in water, stretching her lean body. She asks me if I like it
and I tell her she could clean fish with it. I wake well
rested, masturbate in shower, and check out. I make my way
back to London and hang out in Piccadilly Circus at a comic
book shop. I meet a cute girl from Amsterdam at a Whimpys
while eating a Spicy Bean Burger. She’s an Oreo with a
diamond in her front tooth. We get stoned and fuck at her
flat to Michael Jackson records and the next morning I wake
up talking to myself. I have a big bump on my head from
flailing in my sleep. I get my stuff and barely make my
plane back to the United States. I no longer know who I am
and feel like the ghost of a total stranger.
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well, the day has come, in 27 and a half hours... a new era begins... one of the Californian kind... it's lasts an hour every thursday at 8, and with this new era come eternal bliss...
The O.C. season 2, still counting down...
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| my death of a salesman essay, copy it, and ill fucking kill you |
[07 Jun 2004|11:24am] |
A Role Model is a person who serves as a model in a particular behavioral or social role for another person to emulate. In Arthur Miller’s play, Death of a Salesman, the competition of masculinity is extremely abundant. Throughout the play, male characters are fighting for both acceptance, and dominance, while the female characters seem to long for the same. In the play, becoming a role model is like becoming king; you feel powerful and important, which is why it has become the highest position iA Role Model is a person who serves as a model in a particular behavioral or social role for another person to emulate. In Arthur Miller’s play, Death of a Salesman, the competition of masculinity is extremely abundant. Throughout the play, male characters are fighting for both acceptance, and dominance, while the female characters seem to long for the same.
In the play, becoming a role model is like becoming king; you feel powerful and important, which is why it has become the highest position in everyman’s heart. In Death of a salesman, the ideas of Freud, Rich, and Plato make put hectic lives of the characters in the Death of a Salesman, into a better perspective.
The theories of Sigmund Freud can easily be used to explain the actions of the men and women throughout the play. Freud’s theory about repression is a great example of how the men and women in the play both restrict their opinions and feelings. Linda’s iron repression led to her psychotic episode at the end of play due to her building up pressure and just exploding as opposed to saying what you feel. Willy’s problem, with keeping his feelings to himself had led to his ultimate demise at the end of the play. Freud’s idea of Altruistic surrender, or living your life through someone else is a perfect example of what Willy had been doing with Biff and his so-called “Football Career.” Willy used Biff’s accomplishments to make his unsuccessful life seem more acceptable and presentable. Willy’s need for superiority was so great, that living through Biff was the only way he could satisfy his hunger for success. Freud’s idea of penis envy can be used to make sense of Linda’s need for superiority. Linda, though a housewife, was very involved in the money Willy was making. Linda seemed to be more involved in the family’s finance than Willy, who was earning the money, showing her need for power in the family. The characters of the play put Freud’s ideas to good use when analyzing their actions, and so-called problems.
The characters in the play can be further analyzed by using the feminist ideas of Adrienne Rich. For example, Linda’s repression prevented her from showing her need for power, which Rich says, is just fine. Linda seems to be better suited for Willy’s position as alpha male, but because of the times, she could not. Rich’s anti-male position would be perfect for Linda since the men around her just seem to cause trouble. Biff’s sexist ways completely go against Rich’s ideas. Biff,Willy, and Happy seem to have a complete disregard for women, which sooner and later will come back to bite them in the ass. Rich’s pro-female, anti-male, work with and against the ideas and actions of Biff, Willy, Happy, and most of all, Linda.
Superiority seems to be a major factor in the story, and everbody, no matter who, feels the need to attain it. Freud’s ideas about Penis Envy, Altruistic surrender, and Repression easily follow the actions of the characters. Rich’s feminist ideas give Linda and the rest of the Loman males a better perspective on their power hungry lives. With the use of the philosphers shown, Arthur Miller’s death of a salesman has more of a realistic feeling, along with a optomistic needs.
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Silver cars are only half as likely to crash as white cars. Vans aribrushed with viking women are impervious to damage.
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[29 Mar 2004|01:56pm] |
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JDD with Kathy. we wore matching green shoes, we looked better than everybody else, she looked better than everybody else. she danced, i danced, we danced, all fucking night, legs are tired... i wish i could dance. i was completely thugged out. she wore a lavander dress, i wore a lavander shirt. i took her home at 1, she left for vegas, i went to Rambo's, fell alseep. wish i could relive that night... didnt take pictures, do fucking dissapointed in myself. over all, the night was totally awesome... lots of fun... thanks alot kaddy <3
LeBron James
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| "...God Bless the Memory of Easy - E..." ice cube, chin check NWA |
[08 Oct 2003|08:30am] |
Woke up quick, at about noon,
Just thought that i had to be in compton soon.
I gotta get drunk, before the day begins,
Before my Mom starts bitchin' about my friends.
'Bout to go, and damn near went blind,
Young niggers on the path throwin' up gang signs.
I went in the house to get the clip,
with my mack-10 on the side of my hip.
I bailed outside and I pointed my weapon
Just as I thought the fools kept steppin'
I jumped in the front, hit the juice on my ride,
I got front and back, side to side.
Then I let the alpine play,
I was pumpin' new shit by NWA.
It was Gangsta, Gangsta at the top of the list,
Then I played my own shit - it went somethin' like this:
Cruisin' down the street in my 6 4,
Jockin' the bitches, slappin' the hos
Went to the park to get the scoop,
Knuckleheads out there cold shootin' some hoop.
A car pulls up, who can it be?
A fresh El Camino, rollin key low-G
He rolls down the window and he starts to say
"It's all about makin' that GTA"
'Cause the Boyz in the hood are always hard,
come talking that trash and we'll pull your card.
Know nothin' in life but to be legit,
Don't quote me boy I ain't said shit.
Bored as hell, and I wanna get ill,
so I go to a place where my homeboys chill.
Fellas out there tryin' ta make that dolla,
I pulled out there in my 6 4 impalla.
Greeted with a 40 and I start drinkin'
and from the 8-ball my breath starts stinkin'
I gotta get my girl, to rock that body,
before I left, I hit the Bacardi.
Pull to the house, get her outta the path,
the bitch said somethin' ta make me mad.
she said somethin' that I couldn't believe,
so I grabbed the stupid bitch by her nappy-ass weave.
Started talkin' shit, wouldn't you know,
I reached back like a pimp,
and I slapped the ho.
When her father stood up, and he started to shout,
so I threw a right cross and knocked his old ass out.
'Cause the Boyz in the hood are always hard,
come talking that trash and we'll pull your card.
Know nothin' in life but to be legit,
Don't quote me boy I ain't said shit.
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[08 Oct 2003|08:24am] |
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im here in the computer lab, and im supposed to be working on a spanish project, but i dont have any pictures. well, i can work on it at home. god this class is easy.
//Doug, Patti, Guy, my good buds at the Halloween Dance//
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[27 Jul 2003|10:11pm] |
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100 books. Bold the ones you've read.
1984, George Orwell
The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho
Alice's Adventures In Wonderland, Lewis Carroll
Animal Farm, George Orwell
Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy
Anne Of Green Gables, LM Montgomery
Artemis Fowl, Eoin Colfer
The BFG, Roald Dahl
Birdsong, Sebastian Faulks
Black Beauty, Anna Sewell
Bleak House, Charles Dickens
Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
Brideshead Revisited, Evelyn Waugh
Bridget Jones's Diary, Helen Fielding
Captain Corelli's Mandolin, Louis de Bernieres
Catch 22, Joseph Heller
The Catcher In The Rye, JD Salinger
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory, Roald Dahl
A Christmas Carol, Charles Dickens
The Clan Of The Cave Bear, Jean M Auel
Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons
The Colour Of Magic, Terry Pratchett
The Count Of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
Crime And Punishment, Fyodor Dostoyevsky
David Copperfield, Charles Dickens
Double Act, Jacqueline Wilson
Dune, Frank Herbert
Emma, Jane Austen
Far From The Madding Crowd, Thomas Hardy
Girls In Love, Jacqueline Wilson
The God Of Small Things, Arundhati Roy
The Godfather, Mario Puzo
Gone With The Wind, Margaret Mitchell
Good Omens, Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
Goodnight Mister Tom, Michelle Magorian
Gormenghast, Mervyn Peake
The Grapes Of Wrath, John Steinbeck
Great Expectations, Charles Dickens
The Great Gatsby, F Scott Fitzgerald
Guards! Guards!, Terry Pratchett
Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets, JK Rowling
Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire, JK Rowling
Harry Potter And The Philosopher's Stone, JK Rowling
Harry Potter And The Prisoner Of Azkaban, JK Rowling
His Dark Materials trilogy, Philip Pullman
The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy, Douglas Adams
The Hobbit, JRR Tolkien
Holes, Louis Sachar
I Capture The Castle, Dodie Smith
Jane Eyre, Charlotte Bront?
Kane And Abel, Jeffrey Archer
Katherine, Anya Seton
The Lion, The Witch And The Wardrobe, CS Lewis
Little Women, Louisa May Alcott
Lord Of The Flies, William Golding
The Lord Of The Rings, JRR Tolkien
Love In The Time Of Cholera, Gabriel Garc?a M?rquez
The Magic Faraway Tree Enid Blighton
Magician, Raymond E Feist
The Magus, John Fowles
Matilda, Roald Dahl
Memoirs Of A Geisha, Arthur Golden
Middlemarch, George Eliot
Midnight's Children, Salman Rushdie
Mort, Terry Pratchett
Night Watch, Terry Pratchett
Noughts And Crosses, Malorie Blackman
Of Mice And Men, John Steinbeck
On The Road, Jack Kerouac
One Hundred Years Of Solitude, Gabriel Garc?a M?rquez
Perfume, Patrick S?skind
Persuasion, Jane Austen
The Pillars Of The Earth, Ken Follett
A Prayer For Owen Meany, John Irving
Pride And Prejudice, Jane Austen
The Princess Diaries, Meg Cabot
The Ragged Trousered Philantrhopists, Robert Tressell
Rebecca, Daphne Du Maurier
The Secret Garden, Frances Hodgson Burnett
The Secret History, Donna Tartt
The Shell Seekers, Rosamunde Pilcher
The Stand, Stephen King
The Story Of Tracy Beaker, Jacqueline Wilson
A Suitable Boy, Vikram Seth
Swallows And Amazons, Arthur Ransome
A Tale Of Two Cities, Charles Dickens
Tess Of The D'urbervilles, Thomas Hardy
The Thorn Birds, Colleen McCollough
To Kill A Mockingbird, Harper Lee
A Town Like Alice, Nevil Shute
Treasure Island, Robert Louis Stevenson
The Twits, Roald Dahl
Ulysses, James Joyce
Vicky Angel, Jacqueline Wilson
War And Peace, Leo Tolstoy
Watership Down, Richard Adams
The Wind In The Willows, Kenneth Grahame
Winnie-the-Pooh, AA Milne
The Woman In White, Wilkie Collins
Wuthering Heights, Emily Bront?
100 movies. Bold the ones that you've seen.
1 Godfather, The (1972)
2 Shawshank Redemption, The (1994)
3 Godfather: Part II, The (1974)
Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring, The (2001)
5 Schindler's List (1993)
6 Citizen Kane (1941)
7 Casablanca (1942)
8 Seven Samurai (1954)
9 Star Wars (1977)
10 Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964)
11 Memento (2000)
12 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (1975)
13 Rear Window (1954)
14 Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers, The (2002)
15 Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back (1980)
16 Raiders of the Lost Ark (1981)
17 Usual Suspects, The (1995)
18 Amelie (2001)
19 Pulp Fiction (1994)
20 North by Northwest (1959)
21 Psycho (1960)
22 Silence of the Lambs, The (1991)
23 12 Angry Men (1957)
24 Lawrence of Arabia (1962)
25 It's a Wonderful Life (1946)
26 The Good, the Bad and the Ugly (1966)
27 Goodfellas (1990)
28 American Beauty (1999)
29 Vertigo (1958)
30 Pianist, The (2002)
31 Sunset Blvd. (1950)
32 Apocalypse Now (1979)
33 Some Like It Hot (1959)
34 Matrix, The (1999)
35 To Kill a Mockingbird (1962)
36 Taxi Driver (1976)
37 Third Man, The (1949)
38 Paths of Glory (1957)
39 Fight Club (1999)
40 Boot, Das (1981)
41 L.A. Confidential (1997)
42 Double Indemnity (1944)
43 Chinatown (1974)
44 Requiem for a Dream (2000)
45 Maltese Falcon, The (1941)
46 Singin' in the Rain (1952)
47 Bridge on the River Kwai, The (1957)
48 Sen to Chihiro no kamikakushi (2001)
49 Saving Private Ryan (1998)
50 All About Eve (1950)
51 M (1931)
52 Monty Python and the Holy Grail (1975)
53 Raging Bull (1980)
54 Once Upon a Time in the West (1968)
55 Se7en (1995)
56 Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (2000)
57 Wizard of Oz, The (1939)
58 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968)
59 Vita e bella, La (1997)
60 American History X (1998)
61 Sting, The (1973)
62 Touch of Evil (1958)
63 Manchurian Candidate, The (1962)
64 Alien (1979)
65 Mr. Smith Goes to Washington (1939)
66 Rashemon (1950)
67 Leon (1994)
68 Annie Hall (1977)
69 Great Escape, The (1963)
70 Clockwork Orange, A (1971)
71 Treasure of the Sierra Madre, The (1948)
72 Reservoir Dogs (1992)
73 Sixth Sense, The (1999)
74 Jaws (1975)
75 Amadeus (1984)
76 On the Waterfront (1954)
77 Ran (1985)
78 Braveheart (1995)
79 High Noon (1952)
80 Fargo (1996)
81 Blade Runner (1982)
82 Apartment, The (1960)
83 Aliens (1986)
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